AddictionIt comes in waves, and resembles panic. It grabs my lungs and squeezes. A slow heartburn that has been building all day, finally coming to rest in the center of my chest and mind. "Selfish, stupid whore! You don't deserve what you crave." it screams. The tears arrive, my heart quickens and the breathing nearly stops. It's raw desperation, and I won't allow myself to move.
A Walk With the Dead Your remains were found by the highway. First on the scene were the vultures, one was picking at your eyes when I arrived. The silence of your scene was deafening, and I became overwhelmed. Your wounds screamed suicide, my heart echoed regret. I hadn't gotten out of bed since you went missing. You'd broken my heart the last time we spoke. I got the call at 6am, they wanted me to ID you. Sickening isn't the word, it wasn't you I identified, but a rotting corpse that once held your soul - and incidentally my world. In my heart I guess I believed that the earth would stop spinning, or that everything around me would crumble. When nothing happened, I dropped to my knees and took your hand into mine. I spoke softly to you, something I rarely did. You listened to every word I said, every apology I uttered... Nothing brought you back. No words could make you smile again. Your stiff stillness eventually got too much f
Universal Duct Tape2004Enter a beautiful realmSo far from everything I've knownWhere I am mesmerizedIn your arms, from your touch, into your eyes and dancing about your soulThis perfect loveAnd the taste of your lipsTo hold your heart, entwined laying in the moonlightSuch arms to give me strengthIn a beautiful rageYou take me down with the grace of zephyrsLay your love upon meHold on foreverDrops of ecstacyLeft on untouched petalsThis crimson roseAlthough with thornsBloodies from useNow glows the red of a setting sunHealed by love and repaired byYour heavenly touchPreserved never to wiltFrozen in eternityTears of rain could not melt itNo temptress could take itNo grey can fade itNo distance can end itIt is eternal,Ever burning for you
Short Story2004</i>...and the earth warriors took up their aim, to pluck the angel out of the sky. With a steel tippedarrow thru her heart, she fell. Her tears rained down on the men, as to blind them from herfalling place. Her wings crumbled as she crashed down, irreversible fractures to her fragile heart.Wandering hopelessly, she came across a wounded warrior. His armor was tarnished andbloodied, yet he lived. She knelt beside him, and gently took his hand. Her touch awoke him.Looking up into her piercing eyes, he took the fallen angel into his arms. They scorched theearth in vengeful flames, killing the race of men. And with their love, they built a new heaven...